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I have finally flown to Queensland to visit mum.  Last time we were together she really ruined the trip.  For examples of that, all you have to do is read my journal.  The main reason why Sam & I went to Queensland was really more because our bestfriends had their first child born.  In saying that, it was a long time oversue for me to see my mum.  It’s been since 2009 since we saw eachother.

We stayed at her place for most of the trip.  She introduced us to her new boyfriend.  Although, she has apparently been with him for a year now.  She mentioned that he was nervous of meeting me.  I heard that he was shy but nothing could prefer me to our first meeting.  I put out my hand to shake and he couldn’t even look me in the eye.  That to me was a bad indication.  I cannot stand it when people don’t look me in the eye.  He bearly said anything and didn’t ask antying about Sam & I.  I wasn’t even trying for a conversation really and the conversation was mostly carried by my husband.  Thanks Sam :)

They took us out for dinner that first time (Sam paid sneakily), and I was making conversation and asked Barry how he met my mother.  He made some noises and then my mother started answering the question for him.  I heard her story before, so I interupted her saying “I was asking Barry”.  But he said he would rather not answer it.  Then my mum starting going on about how her friend Garry was asking him a lot of questions as well.  No idea, but I thought when you don’t know a lot about someone you would generally engage in a conversation about them.  Who knows, maybe I’m wrong.

Anyway in the 2 weeks that we were in Queensland we really enjoyed it.  We caught up with our friends and Sam’s family and spent time with my mum.  She really was a good host.  She behaved really well.  But I do appreciate living in Sydney and having that buffer zone.  Although Sam and I plan to fly up more often from now on.  Queensland is really a lovely place.

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Dear dad,
Last week your mum died.  She was turning 80 this year.  She was a great woman and I’m privileged to belong to her.
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Cary Grant
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Thank you dady

Aunty Esther told me that when I was a baby, mum would go to her full-time job in the office and you used to look after my sister and I while you were working the family business from home.  Your sister told me I was a handful and I used to cry all the time, but you persevered.

I never got a chance to thank you because I was just a baby when you died.  I just want you to know that I appreciate what you did for your family.

When you were gone, mum still wasn’t there for us.  She went to work full-time and left us with our grand parents.  We hardly ever saw her, especially when she left us behind to go to live in Australia with her new husband.

I wonder how things would be different if you were still here.

Thank you for looking after us.  Love you.

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Old & New
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webraccoon:

Winding Farm Road, by photographer Paul Vanderbilt, May 12, 1963
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I only pray you’ll never leave me behind.

Beach Walker on Flickr.
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20.12.11

Hi Dad,

I spoke to mum today.  She said that she met someone new.  His name is Barry James.  He is about 10 years younger than her.

She seems happy with him.  I’ve yet to meet him.

PS I miss you

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